Look at all you’re doing. Give yourself props. Move on. Refocus on God. Let Him carry you through all your battles. Let what’s not holding on, fall. You are open. You can’t be more attentive than you already are. Not all nooks and crannies need your sweat-filling. Let everything go! Come back stronger, more intelligent, wiser and more complete. Let dead flowers disintegrate, you need that hydration. Doors can stay propped open, stop insulting your heart and mind idolizing your next chance. Focus on your body. You can’t help anyone lying on the ground.
Just start. Consistently identifying distractions is a distraction. Utilize that energy. Stop stressing yourself out himming and hawing. Tell those stragglers to meet you outside.