Beautiful,
I am STILL climbing out of this shell, slowly. I am really glad you are sensing my apprehension and taking notes! I may be a few steps behind ma peers, but I’m painting smiles on peoples’ faces.

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Baby, maybe,

We will make it. We will both assure each other until neither of us are scared

We will hold each other closely. We will chat on the phone daily. My chest will be buff enough to fasten those eyelids shut at night

I want to be everything you’ve ever dreamed of and more. I like room to breathe. I love hearing you telling me exactly what you want. I am a bit of a perfectionist. I prepare bouquets of roses like it’s my job. Arranged with chocolates, the note reads how much I want to love you. Watch, I’ll be scared to even hold your hand. Calm my nerves, miss beautiful, Angel, diamond heart. I’m growing in

A..
Ignore my worn and torn jeans. It’s rough around my neck of the woods. I have had a hard time allowing myself to embrace the nicer things in life. It’s BEEN a daily obstacle to overcome, forcing myself to keep a smile on my face while letting certain misunderstandings and misstated things go.
I am not a fan of feeling responsible for things out of my control. This morning, my toes did not align correctly sliding my slippers on. I ended up stepping on one or two incorrectly. My eyes are still wet.
I hit my upper body at the gym Wednesday. My legs have been really aching since Thursday morning. I guess I’ll just add that to the list of unexplainables.
K 11/13/2021