From the bottom of my heart, help me, help us true gentlemen out a bit. We want to build you up.
If you tell us how to act or how to NOT ACT, we are going to listen to you. If your wishes are subject to change and/ OR you are truly starting to open your eyes to everything we are working to bring to you and lay at your feet, let us know. Do not come back at us for not knowing you changed your mind and actually now want that affection we endlessly gave you before we were warned.
You are doing yourself a disservice. Honestly, for me at least, with this ridiculous accusation-culture we live in, I’m not touching any of you. Count on that! And trust me, once you realize everything you’re not getting to experience – you’re going to regret encouraging me to distance myself. I don’t know how other people get by but for me once you voice your opinion and wishes, I’m going to respect them. Forgive me for feeling for you and sharing the best that I can.
When you open the door and I have yet to master reading your mind/ am still under the understanding that you are more than uncomfortable with me showing effort, I’m not going to assume anything that brings joy. Remember who acted like they were not ok with every single little thing extra I did. That was you. Sorry, but it was.
If you were to make your wants as obvious as what you didn’t want, we wouldn’t hold back. Especially knowing the respect earned for denying ourselves til that point. I know, or I feel at least, that without you waving me in (LITERALLY MAKING IT OBVIOUS), I’m still going to be biting my nails hesitating until the opportunity has passed.
If you see us intentionally creating distance
It’s because I am fearful you’re not as committed as me
This is no joke. I pry things open so they receive benefits. In my head I’m dope. I’m not choking with my output levels no kevs or trevs long balling these passes. I’m doing it for you and me. I think we need each other. I think we kid to share true feelings then be able to laugh it off. Actual communication would have helped.