In case people ask…
I am perfectly fine noting my tendency to operate and take advantage of my energy-based cycles! I am sick to my stomach of feeling bad for exuding love the best that I can!
Progress is hardly ever a constant linear graphed incline. It goes up and down. I am learning to enjoy the crashing waves, and cycles of pushing too hard, jumping ship and always coming back to initiated efforts. The fact that everything I put effort into is rooted in a loving, kind, and affectionate manner may not be your cup of tea. That’s fine! Stay in your lane! I AM getting mine!
I am timid around confrontation. I retract a whole lot when I’m nervous about being misconstrued. Damned and opposed! Try assuring me more!
