Flattery Portfolio

Seamstress,

I’ll tell you what, advocating for myself and my wants more exactly is new to me. I want to paint a beautiful picture in your mind and see if your talents can help me find exactly what I am looking for.

I want a wife, one day. I want a lot more positive reinforcement in that area. I don’t want to feel like it’s me vs. the whole Roman Empire. I want to be encouraged to flatter, flaunt and figure out how to get on the phone with a woman who wants to be hot and bothered.

I am really, really, really freaking tired of following “rules” that only apply to me! They’re like nightmares. All my honest efforts to man up get misconstrued into me being a creep.

I simply consider the work I put in, constantly as too much for these foodies to deal with. When I bite my tongue, it’s because I foresee overreactions. That leaves the angels I look up to less charmed, less honored and less paid attention to. I’m one of the last gentlemen in existence it feels like.

I am glad I am learning how to speak up for myself being mindful of how fragile most are nowadays.
Seamstress, create me a woman, or girl that can hack being chewed up and spit out. I have a thing for women who can focus on the good parts, ignore the details and see her man through literal attacks on his masculinity and maturity.
Is that cool!?

I’m tired of being the only glowing ember left, only to be constantly doused with tsunamis, hurricane force winds and realtime facts. People lose track of my moves until it no longer suits their cobweb hair-do’s. I feel when I’m at my best is when I hear constantly shifting wants. That’s freaking nuts!
Do I not have enough limitations? Let me shine. Let me build up individuals sense of self without feeling like the next shot fired will kill me. Let me speak Love, Hope and Joy into every person I come across without biting my nails that buzzards flying by signal doomed hopes, please.

Give me room for Hope to play an active role in my life. Give me a loving, mutually conversating wife that will bear with me not knowing her likes, dislikes and openness to me learning more by talking things out.