Kyle’s Confidence Training – KCT

Rosepedal,


I’ve been dying to get back into my more sensitive and flowery output for years.  I am so glad I thought to reach out.  I still panic a bit anticipating turmoil addressing wants but I’ve also been hard at work coaching myself through what leaves me speechless for years,

Let’s start this off correctly.  “I hope you have a great day, Mary!”
“Stay focused, Chipmunk” is an example of how I used to add softness to my output.  I am aware of gradual progress here.
  I’m feeling good thinking “But I’m a man now..”  It would not do me any good to race around a mountain road with no guardrail protecting me from jetting off the edge if I lost control or was shaking too uncontrollably to realize my own success.

Laughter helps us all get through the day.  Don’t be afraid to laugh off my efforts to sound whole.  I have been tuning into seminars on Youtube featuring Jim Kwik.  He mentions intentionally learning to teach. 
Today, I’m not seeking answers.  Today, I’m writing to let certain people that are special to me know that I’m still in silo mode preparing for an open chance to sneak in and steal their hearts.

Blissful writing feeling so good it makes me feel like I’m floating seems to be a bit too easy to get lost in.  Make things easy on me please, let me know winds will not knock me from these heights.  Tell me the butterflies rampaging my gut are grounded in their swarms.  I sincerely love longing for a soft hand to hold.  Direct eye contact with an approving head nod will do me wonders.  If you’re not biting your lip, forgive me if I taste mine. 
Remind me to breathe, please.  Putting the bulk of my energy into one woman or person irks people trying to distract me from my goals of manning up and being a great example of how a good husband should care for his loving wife.  THIS is the lane I see the most potential in.  There’s the door if I’m too invested for your liking, Buzz.  Have a good day!  

– KyleKeech