Cheerio,

I am feeling a wee-bit more whole today.  I’ve eaten and showered so far this morning.  Before showering I jotted down the nonsensical fragments floating in my head and shared that elsewhere.  I’m hoping the incorporation of this new outlet will help me refine the text and context I choose to wear on my sleeve.

I will cite both formats from time to time to exhibit such metacognition.  I’m feeling like this jetfuel will amplify my output and influence.  Hopefully those interested in seeing the best in me will appreciate that I indeed have layers to me, too.  The caring, loving, sensical part of me is at my core.  That core is layered with layers of hesitant nature, regret, nervousness and shyness.
(https://poetizer.com/poem/321033360)
I do not need to rehash or focus on that weakness anymore.  I am ”compartmentalizing” it and “jotting it down and sharing it elsewhere.”  Continuously seeking assurance, I feel will damper down.  I am thankful about that as well as my current support being open to communicating.