I wish I felt more comfortable stating how I feel, who I long for, how I want to man up, marry HER, father HER children, support HER and support a loving family.

I was reminded this morning that I AM doing great. That was nice to hear. Assurance there helps too!

“(______), honey, I wish I could see you. I wish I could chat about irrelevant things with you. I wish I knew how you felt about me. I wish I could put how I feel about you into words more appropriately.

I’d love to hold your hand and not be looked down on for seeking joy.

I HOPE YOU SEE THESE BEAUTIFUL DREAMS and assure me I’m encouraged to explore my wants and feelings even more. LOCATE ME!” #holdmyhand